adoxography

Watched some Disney classics. (It’s weird to watch them when you actually understand what’s going on… like references to drinking, sex, religion, etc.)

Painted my nails so they actually looked good.

Straightened my hair and did my makeup.

Then Tyler and Amanda bursted into my house, disturbing my peacefulness. Amanda was trying to get ready cause we were “late” and Tyler was yelling at her to hurry up. It was funny, but kinda stressful.

Then went to Applebee’s. Food was good, but overall pretty uneventful.

Then to Streets of Tanasbourne to take some pics. That was fun.

Off to the dance. It was okay at first. Kinda awkward. If it wasn’t for Mikayla and Tyler really getting into dancing it would have been worse. And there were like people practically having sex everywhere on the dance floor. I mean come on, have a tad bit of decency. My favorite part was when we had our band geek circle and danced while acting like we were playing our instruments. Haha, it was awesome.

Then to the parking lot. Parked where all the stoners park to smoke. Don’t worry though, no smoking for us. Lol. Took some pictures… Then Amanda, Tyler, and Matt departed.

Walked like a third of the way to Fred Meyer with Mikayla, Sabrina, and Juliana. Then we decided it was too cold and walked back.

Texted John. Met all them at some park and stood there talking for like an hour. Then Juliana’s mom called and said she was at the bowling alley where they said they were going to be so she knew they lied to her. Very dramatic and bad situation. Mikayla and Juliana left.

Walked to max station to meet Hiranmayi and Alisha. Stood and talked some more.

Went home.

Overall, the evening progressed very oddly, but was fun nonetheless.

*sarcasm*

But today was also really good.
Everyone was just happy and in a good mood.
And tomorrow is going to be a blast.

A lot of things seem to be happening.

There are things I wish.

Things I want.

Things that will never happen.

I want the future to be here already.

This weekend was awesome.
Grants Pass is seriously one of the best weekends. I can’t even express in words how amazing being in band is. And we were talking this year about next year and seniors and all that stuff and it’s like I was incredibly happy but it was making me sad.
If you know what all that jumble meant.

Anyway,
Today should be cool. Actually this week in general.
Wearing my kickass band sweatshirt today. Plus wrote out my found poem in the shape of an eye. psh, what’s better than that? And Amanda is coming over after school to make our shirts.
Tomorrow: wearing shirts we made for Matt! So vote for Matt for HC court! And I think that’s the day we don’t have rehearsal so I can sleep! or actually do homework!
Friday: Senior night for band at the football game. Tears are gonna be streaming, don’t you worry. The seniors are what makes our band run right now, not to mention their all pretty much like my best friends. And we actually get our full half time performance. Not some wimpy two minutes. The whole thing. And we don’t have to play the national anthem (thank god!).
Saturday: short rehearsal and then getting ready for homecoming! Then to taco bell! yummers. :D Hopefully Matt will be able to come with us, but either way me and Amanda (and maybe Mikayla) are going to have a super fun time. Then to the dance. Then [probably] to Cassie’s for the remainder of their movie party. Fun night.

But I find myself too lazy.
No that’s not it.
Just too tired to try to comprehend any real emotion.
Bah, I’m confusing myself.

I need more sleep.

I wish this was something deep.
And meaningful.
Probably not going to be.
Maybe some other day.
Because right now,
I just feel pretty dull.

Yes, yes.
Stupid people.
This happens so often, if ya know what I mean.
And to several of my friends right now.

I’m glad I’m not stuck in that trap anymore.